SugarSo she has this tumor in her neck that is making it hard for her to eat, so she's lost a lot of weight from eating less. At her fattest she weighed 80 lbs, now she weighs 31 lbs. She's almost lost two of herself. They said they could do surgery and remove it but they wouldn't know until they got in there if the tumor was part of the tissue of her esophogus or if it was just surrounding it. The difference between the two being that if it's just surrounding it her recovery time(if she even wakes up) will be much shorter and less painful for her. So they pretty much said if we don't do that we're gonna have to really mash up her food to make it easier for her to swallow so she can gain some weight back.
I can't help but to think that we're going to have to put her to sleep, which the idea of that is killing me. She's such a sweetheart, she deserved better than this. But I should have known that of course because she is part of my family that she would get some weird rare tumor...leave it to my family to always get the rare shit. Six fucking cases in 20 years, that's how rare this weird ass tumor is and it's in a bad spot. You'd think there would be more vets lining up and willing to take it out for less if it's so rare and people want to study it so badly. The least expensive place so far still wants 1500 dollars and my puppy is worth it but I'm afraid she won't wake up. It's like a double edged sword, have it taken out, she might not wake up, don't have it taken out and she could possibly starve herself to death because she hardly eats. Can things get any worse? I'm sure they coudl so I don't even know why I ask.
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